Let it Fall The drifting snow, First of the winter, Is like a lullaby To watch. So cold and icy Like my feelings How biting But short lived, Like my anger. Snow and ice… Their own entities, With multiple meanings Like my deepest heart.
Finding myself in this unfamiliar place
I strive to embrace; I want to feel-
My mind deludes me with fear now.
Jaded,
wandering,
gray matter;
nerves shattering under every touch.
Who am I kidding, this shell of a woman?
Who would understand this deep
wanting of attention and love but
still an aversion to almost all of it...
I suppose exploring it is the key.
But,
what if it breaks the lock of my heart?
Olive branch drops down
to the ice-covered earth
of our pitiable nations feet.
It falls in suffering, not
in reverence to anything,
but in frail captivity,
of a crushing fist.
In another world, the sun
scalds our brows as we
lean forward to see
what has become of
those United States.
In this other world where
poverty rules over any
kindness or love.
Better to be frozen
like that olive branch,
than boiling in the
heat of these politics.
The End Of The Tunnel by EvilScarrlett, literature
Literature
The End Of The Tunnel
Graceless days filled
with empty dreams.
Unknown resolutions
that are never seen.
No belief that things
can get any better.
Things stay the same.
Where's that light
we all hear about, as
we sit in darkness?
Her platinum lightning strikes
as midnight rules the land.
Once, a teenage dream, becomes
a fractured mid-life heartbreak;
The dress she never got to wear
hangs in a thrift shop window.
Midnight taffeta, slightly faded
much like her used-up life is.
Old copies of Cosmopolitan lay
tattered and forgotten in her mind.
The memories fade like the dress
and the storm rages quietly.
Searing feelings erupt like a
waking volcano’s rage, waiting
for the right time to spill.
Now, as I stare out on
these desolate streets
I see the ghost of a
father I have yet to meet.
From a very young age,
it’s been me and my mom.
No man to come home to,
no dad of my own.
I know mom did her best
but she needed some help;
I deserved a father figure,
now I’m out here- not grown.
The streets call my name,
to hustle, fight and act out.
Just like my mom always
worried so much about.
Now I’m fourteen and
some say, out of control.
Lost in this world with
no father to hold me.
Can I survive these streets
living unscathed and free?
Instead of in a cage
with other boys like me?
Not meant to be the destination
then what am I even here for?
Is there something more to
have my heart set on?
Is something worth this fight?
Knowing and believing are
not the same at all.
Fantasies made of traveling along
the beam of the subconscious.
Reaching the other side is
not always wanted or expected.
Visions of my past lives
do haunt me at times.
The moon is no longer
my own to hold now.
Now too many things
remind me of others.
Too many days melting
into endless nights.
There is no going back
because memories are
made and not lost now.
The whole world has
become inevitable in
my eyes and I can’t
go back to how it was.
If I could, would I really
want to at all?
You see it in my eyes;
the violet storms rage.
Another day without a
memory of that phase.
My vision is blurred
and my mind is blank.
Not sure where this
will take me, so I bend
and then I break.
Broken things do
mend, I'm told, and
I can be restored;
the violet storms will
rage and rise then
finally, they will pour.
Sinuous serpent of dreams
comes to me at night
whenever I close my eyes
I belong to his desires and
his twisted way of weaving
my thoughts to his will
He slithers with ease along
my cerebral cortex; I stretch
out in pleasure and pain
He does not care if my
dream is a fine fantasy
or a terrible nightmare
I bow to his will because I
cannot fight my dreaming
state; I cannot push away
When I wake and his tight
coils slip away, I breathe
with ease and control again
He slides beneath my pillow
because he knows I’ll always
return to his realm again